Kebetulan punya kebetulan, akhirnya ketemu lagi sama lagu itu! Eh ya, namanya kebetulan, lagu itu persis banget sama yang aku alami sekarang. Kebetulan juga ada translasi di liriknya jadi enggak perlu mencari arti dari kata per kata. Ah.., Yukatta..!

This lyric is for you:

( Niji ) Rainbow
by; Fukuyama Masaharu

Kiite hoshii uta ga aru yo
itsu ka iitakatta kotoba ga aru yo
sore wa tokubetsu na koto nanka janainda
sou sore wa muzukashii koto nanka janainda
I have a song I’d like you to hear
I have words I’ve wanted to say someday
this isn’t special thing
Yes, this isn’t difficult thing (as well)

Tada chizu o hirogete
tada kaze o mattetanda kotae mo naku
ima boku wa yuku no sa
imeeji no mukoukawa e boku no mukou e to
saa tobitatou
(I have) just spread out the map
I’m just waiting for the wind, and there’s no answer
I’m going now
To the other side of the image, to the other side of me
fly away

Kimi ga kimi dake ga oshietekureta yo
itsumademo iroasenai akogare ga aru yo
dakara ikanakucha
sayonara no kawari ni kimi ga kuretanda
kono yuku o kuretanda
(You said:) “Only you who taught yourself
I’ll always be longing for your colours to never fade
So you can’t go away”
You were the one who changed this ‘sayonara’
and gave me this courage instead

Tada ame ni utare
tada niji o mattetanda utagai mo sezu ni
ima boku wa yuku no sa
imeeji no mukougawa e sora no mukou e to
kono tsubasa de
(I have) Just be caught by the rain
I’m just waiting for the rainbow, without ever suspecting
I’m going now
To the other side of the image, to the other side of the sky
with these wings

Boku ga itsuka kaze o oikoseru sono toki
boku ga itsu ka niji o te ni ireru sono toki
kimi wa warattekureru no ka na
mada aeru ka na
That time when someday I outrun the wind
That time when someday I have rainbow in my hand
Will you smile for me I wonder?
Will we ever meet again I wonder?

Tada chizu o hirogete
tada kaze o mattetanda kotae mo naku
ima boku wa yuku no sa
imeeji no mukougawa e boku no mukou e to
(I have) just spread out the map
I’m just waiting for the wind, and there’s no answer
I’m going now
To the other side of the image, to the other side of me
fly away

Tada ame ni utare
tada niji o mattetanda utagai mo sezu ni
ima boku wa yuku no sa
imeeji no mukougawa e kimi no sora e
boku no niji e tobitatsu no sa
(I have) Just be caught by the rain
I’m just waiting for the rainbow, without even suspecting
I’m going now
To the other side of the image, to your sky
Fly away to my rainbow

Especially dedicated to YIP, Jogja

Nowadays, it’s going a bit shifted. Of course for me who have several dreams to keep about, it is tend to happen. Those little dreams usually got attractive magnet. Mostly unreasonable. For instance, I want to go to Japan because I want to meet a gorgeous Tamaki-kun. Of course it’s not my primary reason! (jodan desu yo..)

Demo, those attractive magnet is flirting on me, and made some good-reasonable reason for me to focus on my big dream become unimportant! And yes, they are important!

Finding motivation, then maintaining it, is not easy to do. Same as love, sometimes it’s going intense, sometimes it’s going weak. However it is forbidden to say, “… well.. if I can’t get the first one, the second will be OK..” before you try! It is what I believe.

Quote from matahari cinta,

” …your words, your dreams, and your thoughts have the power to create conditions in your life.
what you speak about, you can bring about…”

My method to finding motivation is simply aim higher. My way to keeping it is by speak it again and again-reminding myself that I have a mission that I have to do. Visualize my dreams -believe that my dream is going come true. While, prepare for the worst prepare another path to achieve it.

There were never been a sunny Monday like today, 14 January 2008.

Today is my beloved- gorgeous- Tamaki Hiroshima birthday!!

So.. as a good fan of him, I want to congrats him. (I wish he will read it… ) (-^_____^-)

To tell you the truth, I was underestimating him. Yes, he got those sexy eyes, lips, great body, …(OMG… *gasp*), but I am a person who need to be convinced more! I thought he is one of a kind guy who depends on his sexiness to get his career. However, I see that he is gradually become better and better in acting.

What I like about him is the way he choose a character from each dorama. It was fun to see him play in romantic drama, but on the other time he plays in comedy. The best thing is he performs every character well. Keep it up!

I wonder if he could play in action movies as well…. Japanese 007, maybe? LOL… It suits him! Do you agree?

Unfortunately, it’s rather difficult to see his talent in modeling and music in here, in Indonesia. Actually, I’m hunting his latest photobook “COLOR”, but still haven’t find it. When I tried to look to his official web, it’s in Japanese! So sad… I can’t read Japanese… (T_____T)

I wish he has the web in English as well…

I am sure all Tamaki Hiroshi’s fans from all out Japan will agree about this!

Tamaki-san, happy birthday

Best wishes for your life and career…

Please, please, I beg you … Have an official web in English